i'm different than past...

First when i first start knw u..i doesn't feel anything..u make me laugh, u make me smile, n u take care of me deeply..i knw..i'm not first person in your life..i alwys be last person..i really don't care..but...at this time..i very2 feel lonely..i don't knw what u want from me..i want to be the best person in your life...i keep trying to be..but u don't see it??i changes a lot..i better than past..but u keep compliant me..please just accept me who i am like i accept u..sometime i want run away from u..but when i thinking back that is not the best way..i knw u love me...n u knw that i love u...i trust u..please don t be angry wit me..i knw i'm busy n  far away from u..but u also busy rght..u not interested to msging anymore..when i call u,u like don t wnt to talk wit me..

But what i really want to say...I'm different than past...i hope u knw.. i want be a good..

Bye...

Kini Kembali b'sendirian...;(

Hai!!! hehhehhehhee..Alhamdulillah..kembali pulih dah skrg..x de sakit2 dah..;)

Now..mcm nie jelah...as a studnts msti kna focus ngn stdy kn..owh k....sy akn tumpukan sbyk 89 % shje...hehhehee..baki 11 % lgi simpan wat g mane2 la..hehehehe..Jgn mudah melatah..just fikir je (+ve)...

Tpi masalahnye..bile emosi dah kawal kite,mmg susah la nak fikir (+ve)....

"H" bkn name sbnr...mmg penting dlm hdup ku...tpi dia tlalu busy smpai nk msg pun x bls...jdi sy kna fikir (+ve)..Hope dia sntiase shat...sy dah mls nak fikir2...just klu ade mase,,msg la sy..i will be right here waiting 4 u...(^_^)

That's all...tQ 4 reading..;))

my frenz in U!!!!;)

Atia :)

yunie=)

atia & yunie :)

me n yunie!!:)

 

 

 

 

My Family :))

Mama

Ayah

Along (kak nana)

Saya:))

Adik Ija(Fiza)

Kehilangan......T_T

Kehilangan.....mmg pedih bila kita khilangan sesuatu...bleh x sy x nak khilangan awk??..

tolong la jgn pergi....mmg impossible klu nk jumpe...hilng je awk shari sy goyah...lost..Sy tau sy x layak...sy byk klemahan...sy tau awk sorg yg hbt...kuat ke hati nie bila awk x ade nanti??jgn la putuskn ptalian nie...sikap awk yg sporting mmbuatkan sy selese...tpi mgkin awk x selese ngn sy kot...ha ha ha ha...romantik org nyer...berani...sbr..ckp b'ulng2 kali...sbb sy x dgr...tpi sure sy tau kdg2 dia mmg pnt nak repeat blik ape yg dia ckp tu...dia ngn sy blainan dunia.......

oh..diri ku..

semestinya aku mencinta
seharusnya aku menyayang
oh maafkan jika
semua ini yg kuberikan untukmu

dari hati kini kusadari
tak semestinya aku berkasih
jika hati tak dapat berbagi
baiknya rasa itu tersimpan dalam

x nak la jdi mcm nie..;((

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